It’s human nature… And I’m not sorry [I'm not sorry] It’s human nature [it's human nature] And I’m not sorry [I'm not sorry] I’m not your bitch don’t hang your shit on me[ Its human nature] You wouldn’t let me say the words I longed to say You didnR...

It is my time to go. I knew that eventually Owain and I would go head to head over a business meeting and tonight was that night. The punk wants my job and wants to rotate all the positions - well he can have my job. I will be turning in my keys this week to Rick and bidding farewell to Tuesday Begi...

There is nothing more deafening than “SILENCE.” Knowing that one is the target of silence is MADDENING. Knowing that I am powerless over people, places and things is PRICELESS.. I have a choice today to either allow emotions to overtake me and I start building condos in my head BIG CONDO...

As you know, I’ve been out of sorts for a few days. And today was Tuesday and I had a ritual to keep today. I got up this morning to drop our packages at the post office for Christmas and then came home and spent the day resting. I am finding it a challenge having so much down time from respon...

The invitation to a life of prayer is the invitation to live in the midst of this world without being caught in the net of wounds and needs. The word “prayer” stands for a radical interruption of the vicious chain of interlocking dependencies leading to violence and war and for an enteri...

… and it all begins with cookies! A couple weeks ago I shared with you that my two coffee buddies were not in a good place, Ms.Nikki has flown the coop and left the group, she was our resident cookie lady. And Peter has been a no show for now two weeks running. Today I went for coffee at the d...

It’s 4 a.m. I am angry, resentful, and I am spinning in my insanity. I need a drink!!! I am upset really, and this is all hitting me as I am reading an article for tomorrow’s class called “Learning how to listen empathically!” FUCK ME !!! I am in a really bad spot. I am not t...

I’m feeling a little [dis-eased] tonight. I am not feeling right in my skin. And it feels like I am down on my knees trying to find grace. They say that “at any given point of the day, you are right where you need to be at any given moment in your day.” I am not feeling very well a...

“For our group purpose there is but one ultimate authority - a loving God as he may express himself in our group conscience. Our leaders are but trusted servants they do not govern.” Sorry, I haven’t been posting daily, as of late, I just haven’t had anything expressive to sa...

I guess you can say that a series of events conspired to get me to sobriety. I was heading in this general direction for a few months before I had gotten sick and tired of being sick and tired. I came off a long and terribly painful slip, I was trying to rebuild my life from nothing once again, and ...