Master and I had to go out of town for work last week but we had the wonderful opportunity to stay in a condo in the mountains. It was beautiful condo - just perfect in every way. We had a night of kinky fun. Master was sick the rest of the trip - so sick I was wanting to bring him to the ER. He is ...

Not sure if I've mentioned it on the blog before, but I will be making an (increasingly rare) public appearance at the 2009 Leather Leadership Conference in Atlanta, GA , scheduled for the first weekend in April. I am looking forward to this event with great excitement for several reasons. First, I ...

I have a cold so not online much except for work. But I thought I would at least post my edited response to a question on FetLife about having a genuine fetish and serving that fetish. Edited to make sense without the actual questions here. I had never met someone who fit the dictionary definition o...

Barbara Ehrenreich responds to the discovery that her satirical article about how to make a hydrogen bomb with a bicycle pump, published in 1979, resulted in the indefinite detention and torture of Binyam Mohammed: But post-9/11 America was an irony-free zone, and it's still illegal to banter about ...

If you were a fan of the former hardcore SM site, Insex, here's a movie you'll want to catch: a documentary on the people and points of view that made Insex one of the most successful, and sexually outrageous, BDSM porn sites on the Net.  The film will be featured at Cinekink and possible a filmfes...

The consequences of the so-called "war on terror" as personified in the gruesome experience of Binyam Mohammed: Mohammed arrived in Britain in 1994. He lived in Wornington Road, North Kensington, and studied at Paddington Green College. For most of this time, said his brother, he rarely went to a mo...

...because I am up at 6:30am - I haven't slept yet. Insomnia sucks! * The other night I was looking at photos of Master. Just vanilla photos to help him pick one out for a profile. And I got so turned on I went into his office and asked if I could give him a blow job. I just felt such a strong desir...

From 1974, an obscure SM sexploitation film -- but not too obscure since it's listed on IMDB , where one reviewer describes the dungeon scene in extremely gruesome detail and notes that aside from the hardcore SM action, the movie has "no redeeming social value."  Really?  Porn without social valu...

This morning Master woke me up with pain. My cunt was pretty much on fire by time we had to get our day on the way. Master clawed at my cunt. He would grabbed in his hand and squeeze and pull on it. And then claw at it. Raking and digging his fingers nails into the tender flesh over and over and ove...

So another punishment question from FetLife... As a masochist do you enjoy punishments?/Can you punish a masochist with pain? Again we don't do punishment we do discipline so putting it in those terms. And really Master hasn't had to discipline me in a long time. Every once in a while I will get the...