Just sitting here in the middle of the night asking myself two questions: 1.  Just how did I get so far down this wrong road; and 2.  What the fuck was I thinking? I'm trying to come up with a few resolutions tonight.  How did I become so slavishly devoted to one woman?  I've got...

I used to be a cold man.  An exceedingly cold man.  I was dressed in so many layers, no one could see me.  Well, not no one...I have two children, and they were the only ones allowed to see me, or at least the good parts of me. I spent the last year or so stripping away those layers.&...

"Watch out for that fucker..." H.S.T. For some reason, that line is sticking with me.  I was kind of hoping that fucker was me, but I really don't have the energy for a screed tonight.  Trying a little sake (well, maybe a lot) and perhaps that will boost my energy....

The phone just sits there, mocking me with its silence.  I had been checking it every five minutes or so, to see if I had somehow missed her call.  I finally promised myself not to check it for two hours.  I sat here for an hour and a half before looking.    Then I saw it wa...