so as jill and i are having our usual nightly activities...then comes on one of the Red Bull commercials and i blurted out: i'm afraid of dying cause what if Jesus says I was too mean??? what if he says my jokes weren't funny??? LMAO!!! jill sat there for a second wondering whether to even respond t...

The semester is almost over... my brother has not been transferred cause some guy got a cell phone and was threatening the Governor, of Texas I presume... so it's just up in the air when he'll be leaving... this is so lame!!! a part of me wants him close to me, so I can go visit him more often, but ...

another semester has gone, leaving me still confused... blah, i think life has taken a toll on deja vu... the same shit is starting to happen all over again, but at least this time i was prepared to handle myself.  even though it is so wrong, i was able to handle myself and not give in.  i...

holy crap, i was not too aware that there were only 2 weeks left of school after this one... and the last one is finals!!! bleh, i have one final per day...  so yeah, i gotta move out of my apt by 11 on the 16th cause that's my checkout time... i renewed my room for the next school year, but as...

SO... i threw up again at work 2wice in the ballroom as we were cleaning and 2wice in the restroom... what a way to end the day huh? I really don't appreciate these random throw-up spells... I dunno what to do about this stupid thing... i'm starting to think it's something at work that makes me puke...

so my big 21 is coming up!!! soo looking forward to it!!! the only thing that sucks is that due to the lack of events at work, my next 2 paychecks are going to be horrible... getting $50 for this check would be awesome!!! i can't wait for the fall semester, i sure do miss those 3-400 paychecks!!! i ...

this has to be the most interesting weekend, not once did i think about school, exams, papers and what-not... my daddy came for me thursday evening and gianna tagged along... that little runt is adorable, we played mario on the way back, & she was better at it... friday morning i helped my mothe...

it doesn't ever stop to amuse me how insignificant v-day is to me and yet soo important to others... i remember in the earlier years in high school where it was more of a competition for affection than anything... one girl would brag about her bundle of flowers, while the other wowed everyone by her...

went to ihop for the free pancake day thing & it was like any other day (except for the free part). my tummy was happy, and my wallet was as well :) a few co workers went, seeing as how we don't have jobs for about 2 weeks or so. our checks are gonna suck balls :( it's cool cause i don't have an...

i think i might've gotten closure from this whole betrayal thing... not quite sure though... i've learned to forgive you, but i still have so many unanswered questions. you say it's in the past, but even though the years have past, i can tell you're still hurt by it as well. however, we were hurt di...