My best friend from Reno killed himself. I think... I tried to call him while I was moving, but then my phone died leaving my with no numbers... then I tried his apartment, but there was no answer. I think he succesdecd in killing himself, and it's all my fault. I feel terrible, and I don't know wha...

... she's so self-conscious....   This blog is way over due. So on  October 30th I checked into Heritage Oaks Hospital - which was ironically two blocks from my ex boyfriend. Checking in was suppose to be quick... I got there at 12:30pm with my Dad and Bonnie, but the wait was too long so ...

... you tell me what you want and I'll tell what you get, you get away from me....   So with my new found will to change my life I have decided that I can't keep secrets that eat me up inside. One of the secrets is that I was molested by my neighbor, Brett, molested me from ages 6-11. The green...

... the devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say....   I don't know if any of you are wondering about my absence... but here's the basic story without getting into painful details.   Aaron and Victoria, who have been mentioned in my blog before (check 4th of July of last year...

.... because it's a short piece of time...   News:   My dad and Bonnie have set a date to get married: August 8, 2008.   My dad has told me to look for a place to set up permanent residence because he is selling the house.   When my dad sells the house next summer none of my boxe...

Now the doctor thinks I may have developed pnemonia because I have "suspicious breath sounds" that have worsened since I saw him a week ago. Am I ever going to get better?...

... sometimes it's just plain hard, life can knock you down, it can break your heart....   So somehow I managed to get sick, and then sicker:   Human Parvovirus Cytomegalovirus Norovirus Strep Throat Bronchitis Bladder Infection   Fun. I mean funny. No, I mean for fucks sake!   I...

.... a real gangsta ass nigger plays his cards right....   Ummm.... I feel like a little kid. I'm home alone in the house, which is rather large, it makes house noises, all the doors are locked (I've checked), and it's too quiet, then there's a noise, and I'm on edge. How old am I again? Yeah, ...

(insert drum roll) ...... ME!   So I submitted my story about the events before my mom died and the events after and I won. I get a $50 gift certificate to the campus bookstore (that goes a long way), and the English department will use my narrative as a teaching tool, publish it somewhere, and...

....we've known for the memories....   So... lots has happened since my last entry. Since my last entry I've knocked off three finals and have one left to go. Friday this lady came into my lane and side swiped me. After that she ripped into me with namecalling, cursing, yelling, pounding o...